My fall break

Wells, i just stayed home for my fall break. Help my parents clean our house, like everyday and i go visit my cousin, everyday also because it's really fun to hangout with my cousin. Me and my cousin are so alike, we says things that are the same, act the same! Which is really funny. I'll never wanna lose a cousin like her. I known her for all my life.

'Buht yea, nothing much on fall break :)

My weekend

My weekend was really boring. Didn't do much. Just go shopping, that's all and go to my cousin's house to see her, even though, i see her everday in school. It's ohky though, cause me and her are really close together. :)

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I like this picture! =p I'm so famous! I was bored, so i did this picture. Anways, my day is going good so far. Nothing new, just same old stuff.

Another boring day..

Another boring day. I got no life and it's only Wednesday! This week is so slow. Wish i could fast forward time! AND, i have to turn my not making sense essay paper today, well it was due yesterday. 'But i wasn't finish with i cause need more time! I lost -10 points!! =( It's only -10 point, not of that big deal? At least, i'm passing my english class =) Then i'm all happy.

Sadness, Lazyness

Today in driver's ed. I just want to fall asleep in the backseat, cause my eyes were closing on me but i can't! McClure might be yelling at me =/ I'm so tired :[ Didn't get enough sleep. I'll survive through the day AWAKE!! Yes, i know, i'm a lazy person. Muahaha!

Full of sadness today. Why? Cause of my selfish, stupidiest, dumb, gay self hurting the one i love with all my heart. Who? The one and only Fue Her <333 I'm still sad in the inside. Today is such a sad day for me. Can't focuse on school right now. Just want to go home and think to myself. I don't know why, i'm always doing him wrong. Always hurting him, not realizing it? How kiddish am i? Do i take this seriously? Do i deserve someone special like him? These are the question that is running through my mind ; He's the one who loves me like no other. He's the only one who understand me truly. I don't want to lose him because he love me for who i am, not the way i look and i always get this feelings inside of me whenever im with him. Feels like i'm in another different new world with him, just me and him in one big world. This is the feeling that i always wanted to feel when i was a kid watching disney princess's movie. Wondering how does a princess feel when a prince recuse her from the darkest. That's what i'm feeling right now, he recuse me from the darkest, and let me see a bright colorful world. The feeling set me free. The feeling i don't want to lose. My fairy tale did came true =) Sometimes, it might feels like hell, like the devil is pulling me into the ground to hell but greatest, bestest thing about it is that it feels like a angel is pulling me up to heaven.

-- Babe, if your reading this.. I just wanted to say I love you. Yes, typing this makes me MORE sad. Lol, but it's okay. I know i don't tell you these stuff in front of you, cause when i'm alone. I think more stuff. More stuff is running through my mind. I'm weird like that. I should of told you all these stuff last night, but it's so hard for me to think last night. Soo.. Don't be thinking that i made these up, cause this is what i feel right now. I know you, don't want me to say sorry cause remember what you told me? I could write like a whole essay paper saying "I'm sorry, I won't do it again" Haa. I'll keep your word, by not saying sorry, if i don't have a real good reason. I know, deeply inside of you. I was a mistake in your life, but you know, i don't care about the negative stuff you say cause i love you so much. Like i said i deserve this pain. Maybe it's just a little scratch in the heart and the head. It'll heal in no time. Cause you know, i'm always a happy girl, right? ;D
Hope koj zoosiab when koj read kuv blog. I love you! & I miss you! ONLY YOUUUU!

1st Day!

I never wrote in a "Blog" before and this is my first time. I heard and seen it, but i never really bother to write in one. I always thought that it's a waste of time. I guess, it's important for this computer class, so i'll try my best to write on it everyday.
Anyways, i didn't go to homecoming because i went out the whole day with my parents, to go shopping and it was fun! Plus, the cardinal football win the homecoming! which is really surprising to me cause, last year they lost the homecoming. which is really sad.



This year Cardinal did show lots of spirit.